it is a known fact that stupid teenagers who are too lazy to do anything other than sit on their computers have a difficult time learning technical concepts like HTML, especially when they decide that out of the blue they would like a website of their own in the modern age of social media. i mean really, someone who can barely do basic math problems without a calculator suddenly thinks that it'd be a GREAT idea to try to put their mind to the art of HTML!? how dumb is that!? appearently ms. hypertext decided she wants to be hip and trendy and "reject mind-fucking myself with the constant brainrot and AI generated garbage being shoved down my gullet every single day" and "learn something new" with no other coding experience/knowledge besides playing on scratch in 3rd grade. little does she know that not only is she not smart enough to code, she also SUCKS AT IT! well at least she knows what course she wont be taking in college (if she even gets to college.)
all of this so far has sounded quite self-deprecating, and it is. it very much is. but i'm choosing to vent in this white void right now. how did you even end up here? i may aswell be talking to nobody right now, but i do that anyway. i kinda wanted to start a blog here. i already had a website before this one, but i must've deleted it. i don't really care. there's probably a bunch of other websites that'll make a blog for me, but i wanted to go back to the roots of my internet ancestors and make it myself. like a true american. i knew that i was going to struggle with HTML because i already tried it about a year ago and never figured it out. i wanted somewhere where i could share my interests to absolutely nobody. it seems like success on this website comes from the following:
i think HTML and coding is something i come back to when i randomly have a "flash of inspiration" or when i'm bored. it's always sometime during school. luckily i did retain some knowledge i learned when i did HTML for the first time. it's really just whatever the tutorial taught me. the tutorial that they never made another of. idc. it's nice getting away from the only 4 websites that everyone uses. tiktok, twitter (or X if you're a loser), instagram and youtube reign supreme on the minds of the public. they're like.... the mean girls of the internet. i do know about websites like spacehey, but i'm not in the mood to be flashed with gore spam accounts and/or porn spam accounts. but besides, everywhere has some form of porn or gore. fun. and iirc spacehey has dogshit moderation. i guess my point is that everywhere sucks on the internet and in real life right know and i came to neocities for some form of sanctuary. but uhhhh.... i wish i didnt have to learn how to make a website and just let the gods of coding possess my knowledge and make me my dream website. and i tried templates and i couldnt find any that fit my vibe. i really tried with this one, but i didn't succeed. and sometimes that's okay. now that i think about it, i'm blogging right now. :I but what's really the point of "blogging" if nobody's gonna read it? well at the end of the day, i'm my own target audience right now. ^_^ for example, i've written fanfiction that only i will ever read. kinda weird, but it's not bad. i dont think im looking for publicity. just making my mark somewhere, i guess. showin' i exist. I EXIST!!! did y'all hear vine's coming back? i wont be suprised if nobody uses it for about 2 years. it's in the beta stage i think. i ran out of things to talk about.
in conclusion, learning HTML... is bad. for me, anyway.
